I am gifted.DAMN GIFTED AND I MEAN IT.

ok.i realli used to think god was against me in whatever i do and he has created me and just forgot me.But starting 2009,everything is falling back into pieces for me.i got into poly and all.but the thing that god has given me a lots is friends.They are so much important to me.If u r close to me,u will know it.Friends around me has led me to both good and bad ways.Bad ways has been mended long time ago.i have learnt about friendship,love,trust and all from them...I was damn touched yesterday the way mi class did things for mi birthdae.

Yesterday morning woke up went strait to ssdc.Enroll for car.need to go soon for bike enrollment.then otw to school.Knn on the way all call me say no thermometer cant go in.So the entire bus journey i was thinkin of rp's loophole.so i went to admiralty park,climb the mountain(hehe)then run to W2 staircase.climb 3 stories up and ran to W1,ran up 1 more stoey,went to 4th level take lift! When i came out,vanessa,drag me and run and i was like who chasing u sia.then harvin told me to go toilet so i just follo him and and then when we went to class,OMG and i mean OMG!they turn the whole class into a party area man!i was so touched man.!they came at 7.30 to do all the decorations.then presents were given and nana adeline and vanessa gave me a purple color care bear.haha.then luch they orded pizza and they sing birthdae song again!put the candles in the pizza.hahahaha.then faci came in and say no thermometer must leave,so i was so happy that me ugene and akmal left.went to play arcade till all came.then move out to sentosa!go there to palawan beach.play water then nana push into the water and the best part is i got no clothes to change.hahaha.then all went to take the bus at sentosa.I was makin fun of the tour guide.then the next bus stop,another group of malay guys came in.and nana and others told them today(yesteray)was mi birthday and they started to sing!wah piang.the bus uncle face like anytime kick us out one.then at habourfront,me vanessa and darrick take cab.sent vanessa home and off we went home.

Thanks for the wishes:Stuart,martyn,raj,cheryl,vanessa,nana,eugene,stan,darrick,akmal,afeeq,ajul,shiela and all the others:D


thanks first AC divison for celebrating mi birthdae.I think i am the luckiest!!!!!


Pevious birthdae Celebration reminder:2008-The whole School sang happy birthday in the parade square when it is supposed to be prayers.
:2007-Went to east coast after school and play till late!



God showers me with the love of friends.i love u all! and i mean it.time for me to change and be a good person.

Maybe 170207 is...................

simplicity is the best medicine

Today went to school as usual:)then after tat went to breeks.then i went down to draw money.When i came up, i saw a cake.Mi classmates bought a mini cup cake for me and put it there.So Sweeeeet.then went to arcade,play play.then got someone disturb vanessa.then..........hahahahaha.Seriousli i scared to go school tomoro.they are planning to kill me!!!!!i will blog more with the pictures.

Cheryl Anne :D

I am gona blog about this girl i miss so much.Her name is cheryl.I saw her like 1 year ago?but she is someone who is matured for her age and she is one of the girls who i was and am close to still.Althou i cant see her frequentli,we know that both of us are constantly thinking of each other.]

And damn hell of all times now i cannot get her photo in this blog.Will post tomoro.

Ok.today went ecp.play water then back home.sounds childish?just shut up cause i have like 48 hours to enjoy as a kid b4 i turn 18.haissss.i am feelin like apek sia!
otw person X call me say got prob.i wanted to help but mi conscience kept buggin me.Maybe i have seem to have chnaged.i realise what is fear and i have started to think of the consequences.


why did u even come into mi life?we had to meet and share everything and there we go"POOF"

WAH LAO EH`

i seriously have a problem that no one can solve leh!!!!i am gettint he feeling more and more.And the more i am feelin wierd.I am not myelf.I know.the feelin is so damn pissin off.i feel that i will muredr ppl soon jsut bacuse they look at u.na bei.u know how heart pain it can get?i was damn happy leh.This has to happen.All i can say is if there is anyone who is comin into our friendship cb he die.i dun care he ur bf/gf/mother/father/auncle/aunty.i think the reason for me being like this is u.the onli thing that won u in mi immediate life was boxing but now even it has been placed second.ni na bei!!!!!can someone understand mi feeling anot............haiss

ALT F4

Finally came bcak home after like 4 days in mi cuz house.Borrowed tonnes of books from the library.All the books i ever needed.Tomoro will be meetin at bishan and then study.hahaha..thats all.


i cant believ this happen to me.i tot i will neva fall into the trap.But wat the hell i am fallin into it.I tried to tell miself that all these can never happen but matters of the heart cant be explained
i really think i have to damn hell stop this thinking before i become like a living zombie.My life ia all right and i feel that i am now cursing miself.this cant be happening.i wish we never met,never talk,never got close and never shared all the things.................