u know

woke up earli in the morning,just to realise that my ihone was running the whole night....watch tv stone around the house,and now using lapy.need to go to acer to collect my laptop man!then sc meeting in the evening followed by thursday night!which means the whole gang will be gathering at punggol park tonight!weee!!shall show my head for a while and off home.tomro the last day for my excitement.after that back to promises and shall start to work on monday onwards.took a long break.and anytime soon i foresee a fight with my supervisor.cause we crowd contollers have to wave and smile.cb since when!we green uniform have been the most respected for our fierce fuck face and by waving and sayin'hello welcome to sentosa'its like being the ticketing people alreadi whom we deem to be gay.we will never smile.cause ourr job is to fuckin control the crowd not to welcome them.and the zouk job,gave it a miss,cause mi my parents know,i am dead.and ii am geetin one step closer to get the dream(parti time)job of a bouncer!!!!!shall not say here but weeee!!!!i just cant wait.but i am needed to grow tall.i regret being short for once:(

nickelback qoute

u know i love u i love u all along
i miss u far away too far along
-faraway

your moma qoute

your mother so fat that when she was swimming in the sea,people thought a continent was floating apart.
hahahahahhhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaimissuhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahah

far away

HELLOO!!!went to gym yesterdae with raj and ben.did workout for back and chest.then bathe and went to hougnag interchange to eat then off to wing tai interview.saw aishah and the frien there.hahahz was shocked man.then after interview went over to hougnag o meet stuart and martyn.slack till 7.10 then went home.that was the ealriest we ever left from a slackin session in our entire 3 to 4 years of slacking?i think i dun want to stay late out anymore.spend equal time in and out home.

yesterdae aunt called me and asked me talk to cousin cause it is supposedly he is in love failure.lol.when the faggot in sec 2.then i remembered,i was in the same shoes when i was in sec 2 also.so i called him and he was saying nothin nothing at first then he told me.apparently he likes this girl and they got tght and after some time things became sour and she does not want to even treat him as friends.that point of time i was thanking god for my own case that happened recently.so i told him my very own case and all.he told me dun lie,then how u and elder cuz everytime can make the family happy and never worry abt life.so i said,elder cousin had too many gals and now he wants onli his friends.nothing more.me is i cant do anything alreadi and mi sorrow is dead witth me.so he started to cry.and i was like its ok its okies.deep inside,i was also crying but not for me but for him cauase i know how he feels.and that made me loose my sleep.tried hard but could not sleep.tossing and turning tossing and turning cause i tot i moved on,but i relaised that i am beginning to just live wihout it.thats alll.and as i always looked up to my elder cousin,he once told me,wife will follow u whereever u go but how sure gf does it?u are onli 18(last year)do more in life.freinds is all u need when u need.and he is so true,my brothers is all i need.i can perfectly go on in life without remembering the anniverseries,buying things every month,holding hands and walking, watching movies and crying in each other shoulders.i had that time alreadi.now i just want to enjoy life!one life live it blast it!and nickelback is one who made the impact in mi life!

close shave

was rotting at home.then went over for training.after training,went to 401.and omg i saw jaya(clerk of sentosa)i told her i cant work this week cause not feeling well.then kana caught noo choicde cause it was in 401.i cant run here andthere to hide.my own area leh.hahahz.talk talk then she went off.moved to punggol park.taked school stories and laughed at how notorious we were in life in secondary schools.then stuart kana stuck in new love triangle.its always the case where when i pick myself he gets it and when he picks up,i get it.always the case since sec 3?but nvm.i have cut contact with all the ones that actually needs to move away from me so their life can be better.so now left with 401.happier that way i guess.life is just tooo nice but i just have to think it sucks and such.no more.i goin to be who i am,get the love from everyone.life is too short for grudes,anger,sadness,awkwardness or jealousy.no point la.we have our own lives to lead.i have seen my light.though its gona be hard to live away from bad influences and every small problem might make me make it big will arise,i think its okies.life is the heaven thats given here.so lets be happy people.one person i wana say thansk to is nickelback.thier songs have made me open my eyes alot and realise the truth in life.and u know wat!!!the bus uncle in my workplace is actually the famous timer..wat the fuck!i wanted to meet him cause he was so damn popular and one day he just went quiet on illgal activites.and so we were talkin and i asked him things.knowing about me,he just tell me better change.omg!him saying to me!like wow!a timer......

3 PROMISES!(EDITED DUE TO REQUEST)

HAPPPY BIRTHDAE AMANDA!!!!!as per promise we have brought u to clubbing!u made me break promisess!!hahahhzzz...

went to pinnacles first.was talkin talkin.then proceeded to zouk.queueing up time saw kat.but was already inside plus she with her friends so i went in with my friends.enter in onli,the aura make me get beack memories...all the james house times..hahahahs.went over to df and was there when got this guy staring staring at me.i was like,wah eh i just started to come back and dun tell me i am in for trouble.he suddenli shouted at me damn oi!then i shouted back u oi wat!.but when i went closer,it was gary!hahahahahaz!by this time the bouncer was standing near us.then we hug each other and talkin talkin.hahahs.then he proceeded off.then walkin out,someone from behind came and hold my hands.and it was jasmine.so shocked to see her there.she really changed so much..she was with her girlfreinds and since my wonderful fucking ex was there,i nicely slided off.then went back.went to future side.masuk into the crowd but i didnt like phuture cause too crowded.keep banging and pushing..moved away and back to zouk side all the way.........JAMES HOUSE COMING SOOOOON!!!!