I AM BACK!

blog when i got pics!i love u all guys!STUART AMANDA RAJ BERNARD AND MATTHEW!!



to j:
was sitting at the bridge.i wasnt emo but the feel just isnt right.like something somehwere isnt correct.i dunno but i gave it alot of thought.and i am sorry i cant accept you.i just suffered one and i dont think i am ready.i cant commit to anything now.very sorry.i know after this u never contacted me and thou u read my blog everytime.i am so sorry.i kno happpen some time back but matters of the heart,leave it to nature.i handle ways and move in life differently.though we can be happy,the fact that you are not quite fond if my friends is something i can digest.cause for me.family and friends are same.equal.cause they have saved me so many times.and no matter whoever i love so much,one small word against my friend and i will hate her.i dun want u to get the hatred.sorries.......study hard.

SNEAK ATTACK

2 days ago-morning reported for work late.but no need care cause there is like no crowd in sentosa which means my duty is in pantry(slacking)was sitting down talkin cock with the bus uncles.then hakesh and alan came with their friends.idiot work also sentosa slack also sentosa.loll.just becuase free entry.haahas.

yesterdae-reported for work but then not feeling well.then kesh came in then he touch he told me to go home.fucking temp 38.8 degrees.so reported sick.went home.sleep sleep.then jenny called said got funeral must go!i was like where?she said merpati road.i said i will only come if i get to ride the bike :)hhahhahahasfever but still had to go.so went there.paid the respects and met all the old khakis and then was otw back.then the place so confusing.so i entered the wrong road and was riding like a mad idiot.then goin goin,jenny told me oi we somehwere called happy avenue.i instnatly stopped and look.wat the hell.i just smiled then went on and that place is annoying.no offence but all link here and there.finally came out and came home.and sleep.

today-whole day fighting with fever!then just now i tot fuck the world.so took glucose,cough mixture and 2 panadol and slept.now feeling ok.expt for sore throat.hahaha!!

and i have decided!i am going to find a friend who is a girl to be my best friend and do everything together.but only best friends.but has to stay near to me.onli got one.but she .....:(i dun think so...

lets scout..al the friends whom are girls that i know off stay(live) so faraway!nvr mind..and my greatest teacher was u!(:and sandy just cant get some english terms!

ACER

today woke up late!rushed to bathe and ran out of house.literally run past the jungle near my house.then i go accidentally kick the orange.siannn.then i go offer 3 stick off joss stick there.siann.that took some time cause that place i have to walk everyday.later at night some friends follow me back i die.hahahhas.then took bus to wdlands to meet brother and siew kheng.but sandy just woke up when she messaged me.so met geraldyn and went to acer.whole time kp leh she.but understandable la.so i just play play.then came back wlands.sandy met us,went to eat then off to rp.go there to do windows 7 knn they last min say must come at 12 to do.cb.....loll.so took train.went to meet stuart at cathay.met martyn and leah in the train.went to cathay then ljs.then train to hougang.went to shop and then sat down at 909.loll.never go 401 cause no time..then back home man!omg!!tomoro work love it bitch!hahahha...I AM BACK!!!hahah!!!!!stuart made sense man!!!!and i wana be a monk!loll!!!I AM GOING TO BE WHO I AM!NO POINT CHANGING CAUSE U KNOW Y?ITS NOT U!I LOVE MY LIFE!!!I LOVE TECHNO! !just now my friend said i am very restless!!hahahas..then me and stuart planning to rent car and drive.the best part is both liicence dont have.and saturdae he wants me to die die go clubbing!but i realli dun want..though i miss the place ah,like no mood leh.cause like go there then smth happens again?but realli time of my life was then.omg!!should i or should i not!!!!!i realli dunno!summore home ground power house leh!like omg!!!!how can i say no to it!geesh!see how la.most prob will be a know.but i made a promise to amanda actually that i will go...i promised michelle and i broke her promise.i never go with her.now amanda?loll..see how summore powerhouse so near to my work place!!!!free entry summore!knn!and yea trainig was such a bitch that my leg sprain!had to fix it using the stupid medicated vascaline thing and most prob in for dec competition.but coach sort of give up hope on me.cannot blame la.did so much and if now i suddenli go back can take me in like that meh?have to prove.but i dun want this weight catogory.wana loose weight.dunno if he goin to kp for that also...this whole week booked man!on the 28 out with classmates.27 out to .....secret! and i got a date with shiela !!!!loll.jokin!if u are seeing this dun come and kill me!cause u asked it first::P:P:P JOKIN JOKIN MAN!AND U KNW!!WATCHING THIS VIDEO....DAM TOUCHING!!OMG.!!IF ALL GIRLS ARE LIKE THAT AH I SWEAR GUYS WILL NEVER BE BASTARDS??QUITE NICE LA.BUT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP!LOLLAND ONE HAND TO SLAP!

St gabriels........

the school where i changed for the worst and good again.so many things happened.we went thru thick and thin together people.so mani times we got canings together,left the classroom hiding in toilet for one hour.declaring own canteen breaks where the whole school will be in class.i miss u all so much.so many a times we desperately said we wanted to leave and now that we left the school we are yearning to come back.since all boys school,we had so much fun walkin around the class in boxers and half naked(top).hahahahs.memories.climbing out of windows and running out of class...going to 77th street in bishan to buy stuff la then go to the big longkang play seaweed wars and end up fighting and when police comes all running.purposely sitting outiside j8 and waiting for someone to disturb us for that childish quarells and such.i missed it soo much.under block 7 where everyday got free show and runnign up the block upon seeing the police and throwing gala poles at jacobs.goin early moring and copying homeworks and teacher sends the whole class out cause she knows its the work one onli one person.askin lower secs to donate 50 cents when the bird died and we went to block 7 to celebrate.i miss all that.not going school but going for ncc and being so highly strict there but once take off uniform like one devil.hahahah...its all memories.i just wish to go back.that school was ours.but now?we all seperated and we live a different life.all matured grown up and knows how to move on.was in msn with martyn and there his sj stuffs had to start loll...tomror meeting at 401!!!goin back after so long!pay rolling in man!!woohoooo!!bike and car i can feel u all man!

afternoon saw this chinese drama-damn nice.the guy like this girl long then the girl dun like him even as a friend.then one day he was trying to talk to her but she dun care.then few days he went missing then she like sort of had small memories of him irritating her and she found out that he was involved in a accident and lost his memories.but the best part was now the girl took care of him and all but he cannot remember her and all.but the girl fell deeper and deeper.this time the guy was like hesitating.and the climax was woah!!he said,wat u had with me was symphathy cause when i wasnt there u came and seeing me like that u felt guilty and walked off.and the place was raining and the show ended~kanina!that guy was actually correct.he tell the gal he like that after some time just cause he accident she show sympathy.but u think real life we like that meh?confirm it will end up in hugging the girl one.hahahaha!!!THEN listening this song the gal fall for him then he dun wan to accept cause he gangster but deep down like her.now he trying to act hero!loll

AND SHIELA WANTS TO GO OUT WITH ME!!!!!!WHOOOHOOOOO!!!THOSE TIMES!

and joyce called me a flirt 12 times today itself!faggot cause i got more friends who are girls and close to them?too bad!

currently i miss-

stuart

martyn

vanessa

adeline

nana

eugene

sandy

gerealdlyn

rafiq

jerel

shiela

afeeq

ajul .....................