live life as how love shall be in this quantam of heaven

today-was happenin day.went school late.and i mean late.so the faci wanted to help us and put we absent so we will not get minus marks.after test,went to causeway eat then follo ugene home change and stuff while me and vanessa waitin under the block.then we went to raffles.vanessa bought her head band finally...hahahahah.I will say that she not that very jialat knid of shopper that realli spend 2 to 3 hrs in a shop.ll.then to bugis village:(she bought her stuffs and thanks to her i kno after i take mi car(mi dad's one)i know where to buy all the car stuffs.then she force me and eugene to buy something.we went to this shop then she saw this shirt which was damn fuckin funny"johnny walkED"if u understand......then walk walk,went to buy a hand band for me.then i dunno whcih one.she help me choose then i just buy onli.loll.impulse spending.then train home.now to sleep.adios



My life has become a movie man.....like raj said minnale.....i never realli fell for any girls.i did more than all the nonsense that average teenager will do.i never feared for rules and i never cared about any girls.But all these was until u came into mi life.i feel i am being softspoken,unable to even have eye contact with u and everytime u tell me things,i drown in ur eyes.wat happen to the old me?i want him back but i cant.and this things u know very well i do not play with.i am tryin to change but i am afraid,u will just not accept me cause i wasn never a good guy in this entire 18 years of mi life.i have spent these 18 years by lyin,cheatin,fighting,qurelling and and all but i feel that if i saw u earlier,i would not have been like this but its just that u came a bit too late.and yes i am scared onli to fall in love cause it is more painful than getting stabbed in the back or shot by a gun...........today,s anger venting zone

sian of schooling soon!!!!!

blogging from school now.ahaha.school has been tiring nowdays.Wanted to schow school today but......lol.yesterdae went to eat at banquet and then study nth much,otw home,i saw this damn damn damn little and naughty kid.he was so cut sia.he keep playin with mi ipod and changing mi song,hahahahahah.so cute sia.then went home and sleep.and here i am in school.thats is all:D

3 Brothers promise Broken Shattered

Ok.todae's post is rather a long one and a memorial one.This is dedicated to the "brother"who failed to change...
It was in primary 5 when i changed school was changed to anderson primary school.First day of school,i went to the class.All were talkin with their friends.Onli i was quiet.Then 2 guys came to me and started to talk.Ricky and manoj.At first they were just normal classmates.But soon we began to be more than friends.we started to hang out together.Soon the name of our 3 rose.Alot of teachers told me that i was under probation as i just changed school.but all i cared was to enjoy with them.We had our own wrestling card business where all the students will come and buy from us.Nobody beat our business.We soon became a prominent person in the school record book.we sold handphones an support our LEpAK association.We did eveything and anything.So when we became P6,we bacame more notorious.We started to be known by all the students.Even if we do not know them.We felt proud back then.Then came PSLE time.we all promised to study properly.we did.We made a brotherhood promise.no matter what happens to us.we will meet up and share the bond and we will change our life style and be good.Then we all seperated to our secondary school...then gangs girlfriends this and that all came into lifes.but we stood still.then one by one all lost contact.then i reiceved call yesterdae sayin one brother has been jailed.I was broken.A promise broken sia.!!!!!and the other one is in th same poly as rp but he dont even reconise me.HAIZZ......all the brotherhood and this stuffs is not real in this real life.friends come and go.we need to get a hold and not fall and be beware of all dangers.

People were askin me how honda sp was lookin like!!!!people the pic above is honda sp..This may look like a old bike but this bike can touch 24okm/hr...this was the first bike i fell in love at the age of primary 5.this bike will be parked opposite mi school where me and mi friends will go and see the bike everyday after school!!!!!!!!!but now this this paintwork bike is very rare cause more and more bike accidents.I think singapore should create a new lane just for bikes.this will reduce bike accident rates!na bei.i dont know why singapore cant think of such nice ideas.Afterall bike ppl also pay COE and road tax rite.so we deserve our own rights to havin a safe rides..

Day 3 of celebrations

Ysterdae-left mi house at 4.30,met snail(rui kai) and bus down to hougang under bomber(raj) block and waited for martyn to come then we took 80.went some places then we decided to split.Stuart die die wanted to bring me to a place.He did not want to tell me.When we(benard,Rui kai) went there i got a shock of mi life.the place that he brought me to was the one at istana one.i told him once,once i turn 18 we will go there casuse its so nice and he remembered it....OMG!sat there and we talked till we happy sia and we keep askin for more and more nuts.hahahhahhha.then i know stuart's life and he knows mine so it was just running in our heads and talkin abt secondary school stories and stufffs.then we just look up the sky and enjoyed the view.for some reason i saw **** face in the moon.i was there staring at it.WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME.why did i even turn out to be like this?i was enjoyin mi life and stuffs but well deep down i am bleeding everyday.and i literally mean everyday....then went to tasha place.then we cut cake and was there for a while.then me stuart,shawn mattew and RK chow.then went mac.then about 3 am,me mattew,raj,Rk was under some block and eunos came.he came and the first thing he told mewas to test ride his bike.!wah piang eh i felt so damn happy.cause usually older riders will not trust younger rider and the best part is i dont even have a liscence.hahhahah.then i rode his bike for a while.and for a sp his bike was a solid one expt he has to change carbon pipe.other that that sweeeeee.then relacked all the way.goin back home time raj tried how to ride and he was scared abit?hahah.then eunos lost balance and fell.cb by the time carry the bike,we all died.then i checked for leakage and then we tot its better to break the day cuase eunos was tired from exhaustion.then came back home.sleep 4hrs mum wake up ask her follow to plaza with brother to eat.then comin back is when i wished i never onpen mi mouth.I saw this honda sp and i told her,that is the bike i wana buy and she was like since i sponcering u car no bike.if got bike then no car.wahhh!mi brain sot alradi.i came home and sleep onli.Y cant ppl just understand bike is like a car.People fucking die when they cross the road also wat,does that mean u r not gona cross road.dont tell me that the car accident rate is 0%.no rite.and eversince mi sec 2 incident,ikes has been mi girlfriend.they are so nice and they make mi mood happy.i just wish people can stop being such a sterotype.ok i am angry and before i start to scold, i think its beeter for me to sign out.......