MY COACH!!!!
THE SECOND HOME FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS FOR ME.F.P.B.G.
well,today i saw someone who was with me thru thick and thin in mi lower sec.i just did not wanna see her until i die but i just dun get it why god like to play prank on me,actualli she did not affect me much for the simple reason i am fucking gone with this crap of liking someone,being together and due to unseen circumstances we gettin seperated.i think i can just live my life as it is.i have all i need.wonderful family friends and mi boxing and mi interest for bikes and car.what else do i need.i just realsied that that the girl i fancy now is never possibel cause she is way too good for me.i was just a guy who used to think carrying knoves and keepin people under u is something very garang.but now its too late.and i guess i am telling all these in blog cause i know you will read it.u may be playful and stuffs,but u deserve someone better.i have mi friends.u will never know who u are for the simple fact i dont wish to loose the choices i have.but come on we know ourselves.there is onli that much we can do.i know deep inside i love u.i always kept u on mi heart.i dunno y its just that.but i swear if i knew i was gona meet u,i will not have been like this.i dun even dare to talk to u sometimes cause i am scared i mite blabber things out.i will always take care of u and any FUCKER who makes u cry will court death.my friends and i promised to change form the nonsencetial life we lived.it will not take me long to take it all back.its not worth anything,but when its about u,its worth fighting.if i am ever goin far in boxing,its my passion plus the memories i had with u.all those will just make me hit the punching bag harder and the intention to kill mi opponent.we can act stupid all the way but u know and i know can alreadi.
why must i ever see u,why must we ever be like this.i regret mi past but i also know that if i am ever gona tell u,i am gonna regret my future.so lets just be strangers.girls are best at acting.when bikes were something i used to go with,i lost everything about it.now being with u is all that mattered....but i cant get the time alreadi cause i think i have to go into boxing back cause i think the thailand dream is the only way to prove.but u will always be there in mi heart.
