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SO LONG NEVER UPDATE MAN...SO AM BACK AND NOW I GOT NO MOOD TO UPDATE CAUSE I AM LIKE SO BUSY AND ONCE HOLIDAYS COME I HAVE WORK AND HIGH CHANCES TO MIA......LOL.....so everything has been goin fine now and i think it will go fine although i know somethings are not fine,i pretend cause its never easy to please others if u cant please urself.so yesterdae after school went to FEP to find stuart and benard.since in fep,tot might as well drop by to see kat..and she was so blur that i was standing in front of her shop....blur queen.then was doin nonsense in town then we went to a damn damn damn nice place.thanks to the 2 clowns.i really loved the place....its so nice and i did not wana leave that place cause its like u forget all ur worries that u ever have..geraldyn told me we are damn independant that is why we actually suffering s much.she is so true.its like i lived alone happily all this while and all these has to come,it is not that nice to be..i really dunno how waht to do..good begets good and i never believed in it until recently.all the sufferings will only be answered by god.if its is going to be then lets see.....i really want to change.i hate my this life.although everyday i am like smiling and beingg happy


and a sincere sorry to coach.i know from u giving me so much confidence to help,u do not care about me.i understand because i dont go for trainings and actually refused for partisipation for march tournament.i really feel so bad.cause when ever i was depressed i go for boxing and now that our club is foldong and u need all the boxers i am not helping u in any way.the time is near.once the news is out,i promise i will be back.i will start everything from scratch and relive my dream that u wanted also.u were mi motivator and such but i have let u down.

sandy-thanks for being a wonderful friend when i needed u and thanks for trusting me and telling me everything that was troubling u.dont worry life has bound to have troubles.just remember asense makes the heart grow fonder..

geraldlyn-u r a wonderful brother who actually shares the same feeling and we are the most annoying ones in the class with rafiq.even when we are emo,we tend to outshine the emo ness and thanks for being such a wonderful person.

kat-my first friend in W47F and thou we quarrel alot,we know at the end of the day we mean no harm and care for each other.thanks for being a faggot and fighting wit me and make me break into the class bonding!!!!

rafiq-how we met?everyone knows la.from staring to everything became brothers.making noise to fighting all we do it.i will seriously miss u and how we really behave with each other.

i dunno y am i posting all this but if ever smth happens to me..i just wana say i love the people whom i have put on top......i just wana throw my phone one side and sleep the whole time and just vanish from this world...maybe i am running away from troubles.if u interesed to know i still alive anotmthen try calling me.....and i found out smth....a girl who looks entirely at the exterior of a guy can never get a good boyfriend..based on my freidn personal experience.!!!life is like a game.one step leads to another one.and now i am in a blocked suitation.see?

my friend once told me the problem with me is that i make everyone laugh and hates it when people dont share the problem but when i have a problem i tend to pretend that i have no problem.so i actually told him one mof my problem and then told him..so u tink u can solve?he was silent.its cause my problems are all too complexx.thats why. just wana off my fucking phone and just get my fucking bike again and ride it and just crash it somewhere...and geralkyn wa right....no matter what a leopard never changes its spots....