One last dance

ok a lot has been happening in mi life lately and some are good and some are bad.however it is not up to us to see if it is good or bad.i still have one more reponsibility to do before i move on.its comin soon and i have lots of work to do.its a matter of time the people knows.but i have gone past the stage of caring and concerning about other people feelings.i have one last one.one last dance.to ppl who know what the last dance means may not think it mite be big but to me,it is the biggest.try being like me.3 years of dream went down cause of 5 monthes.how fuck can it get?onli afeeq knows this.all may seem well externally but internally onli i know how much am i being burned each and every day.and i literally mean everyday.boxing is becoming further and further from mi life.maybe cause i found someone and there is no need to vent mi anger of mi previous one?i realli dunno.mi prime time is over.and i dun want it to be over so so fast.its a matter of time on when i will go back.when i go back,i realli will do mi best all the way.i dunno if i can be who am i but i will try

leopard never looses its spots

OK.I THINK I HAVE BEEN SAYIN THIS FOR DAMN LONG BUT NOW I SERIOUSLI THINK THAT I NEED TO RETURN BACK TO BOXING IF NOT I GONA EAT TILL I EXPLODE.lol.hahahhaa.i got feeling i gona close down blog soon leh cause i am not being able to update it regularli.ok.I this may be mi last post for the week?lol.just now went jogging.i was fuckin supirsed at miself to see that mi stamina was there all the way.so happy.then came home conditioning.now suffering from insomnia again.nowdays after the full moon thing since sec 4,i am havin insomina or sleepin disorder.its ironic i know.should i feel happy or sad?i dont know i just want to be there no mtter wat cause ying cant exist alone.it needs yang to be balanced