BIKE DREAM!

Today-woke up at 11.rushed to print all documents and went to work...today work as shooting instructor.shooting was in common wealth cause at first the school was guangyang or chaoyang.dunno some lanjiao name one.but woke up late.lol.so made my way to second part.then as usual,the shooters were a fuckin pest in my head.asking stupid questions and all.then went to sentosa with riders.the whole gang.so dam funny.all of us did shit and was liek irritating each other.its been so long i slacked with them.then going back home.was riding tru nichole highway.smth happened.dun wish to elaborate.but omg!i just can wait to tak emy bike!i dunno should i tak sp kr or tzm!i was loving kr cause of the name and the design.nee nia mah,but after i saw haifz tzm,mi heart melted.

okies i did smth today.if i am selsected,i have a total new change to my life.even mi parents dunno.when i selaed the papers and wanted to put in the mail box,i was thinkin am i stupis to do it rashly but i swear i caught a glitch of ur face and the next moment i just let my fingers off the envelope.it was my ambition but i stopped it cause it was too risky and it was smth way off my age limits.although its for the government,its a dangerous life.but i jst need to persue my dreams.cause,i dunno if i can even get for u...and the fire had been just pushed to here.if i ever get sucessful here,i promise i will ring u up and call u up for a coffee at starbucks in marina square.the same table....and i promised i will bring u to a place where we can forget our worries and u agreed to go but well things arent any smooth now.cause i just dun wan the friendship to turn to a hate mode...or as our friendship ended?i dunno...memories linger...the best one?the butterfly one....good nites or issit a good bye?

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went to ion after that sudden change in plan....waited for stuart with johanthan.took 132.drama in the bus.went over to 401.walkin there,2 indians were looking for ppl cause they had some problems(shirt)so we were walkin and this one guy came and asked if it is us...he asked in tamil.and he go and said the gang name.then me and boeye just keep quiet and said we just came down and we got nothing to do with this problem.na bei they 40 plus goin to 50 still want to find trouble and gang gang summore.4 of us could have just given the 2 idiots.but the other one keep sayin sorry.he come and hold my hands and said sorry bro.cause they everytime see us arnd.loll we have repsect in hougang bitch!!!loll..and taking the yellow pills to sleep again.wat the fuck....and hell yea there is training tomoro.the bad thing is diet is comin up and is a bitch now.more milk less flour products.jeeeezzzzz.idk when i am going back to driving........memories man!

FUCK YOU

slacking too lately.not goin work,not going trainings.just being a FAILURE by bumming around.dunno also...damn bored.submitted the home award to join home team.see how if they accept me anot.then from there life starts i guess.day 3 and still goin on.

below post is written on anger and u not happy dun read...thats all i will say.

i was damn angry with you and i deleted ur number and ur msn and everything to do with u.but deep inside,i just cant move on.i am not being emo or shit but i dunno why.boat quey,clarke quey,st james,zouk....wherever it is.i realli dunno how to phrase the feeling but i am fuckin being torned apart.and the best part was we were not even attached.i really want to move away move on what so ever but stuck..all i need is 5 mins to be alone,and ur presense come in.how long i gin to be like that?i dunno.all the moments just linger.u just made me into someone whom i was not.fuckin hell.its such a headache u know.4 years,i was single and happy and no such feelings.but now i am stuck.everyday has to be surrounded by people and all.my anger can sustain with everyone but when it comes to u,i dunno why the fuck my anger has to just die.u and 401 has no link but even when i sit there now,memories linger.wat the fuck...its totally not ur mistake.its just that i fell too deep and i cannot find a grip to stand up.i just should not have sent the message.now the onli way for me is to contact u is twitter...i deleted everything relating to u.but how about ur memories?i cant...i am just one of ur friends.i had so many friends who were girls.but u stood out.i will remember u..