FUCK YOU

slacking too lately.not goin work,not going trainings.just being a FAILURE by bumming around.dunno also...damn bored.submitted the home award to join home team.see how if they accept me anot.then from there life starts i guess.day 3 and still goin on.

below post is written on anger and u not happy dun read...thats all i will say.

i was damn angry with you and i deleted ur number and ur msn and everything to do with u.but deep inside,i just cant move on.i am not being emo or shit but i dunno why.boat quey,clarke quey,st james,zouk....wherever it is.i realli dunno how to phrase the feeling but i am fuckin being torned apart.and the best part was we were not even attached.i really want to move away move on what so ever but stuck..all i need is 5 mins to be alone,and ur presense come in.how long i gin to be like that?i dunno.all the moments just linger.u just made me into someone whom i was not.fuckin hell.its such a headache u know.4 years,i was single and happy and no such feelings.but now i am stuck.everyday has to be surrounded by people and all.my anger can sustain with everyone but when it comes to u,i dunno why the fuck my anger has to just die.u and 401 has no link but even when i sit there now,memories linger.wat the fuck...its totally not ur mistake.its just that i fell too deep and i cannot find a grip to stand up.i just should not have sent the message.now the onli way for me is to contact u is twitter...i deleted everything relating to u.but how about ur memories?i cant...i am just one of ur friends.i had so many friends who were girls.but u stood out.i will remember u..