leopard never looses its spots

OK.I THINK I HAVE BEEN SAYIN THIS FOR DAMN LONG BUT NOW I SERIOUSLI THINK THAT I NEED TO RETURN BACK TO BOXING IF NOT I GONA EAT TILL I EXPLODE.lol.hahahhaa.i got feeling i gona close down blog soon leh cause i am not being able to update it regularli.ok.I this may be mi last post for the week?lol.just now went jogging.i was fuckin supirsed at miself to see that mi stamina was there all the way.so happy.then came home conditioning.now suffering from insomnia again.nowdays after the full moon thing since sec 4,i am havin insomina or sleepin disorder.its ironic i know.should i feel happy or sad?i dont know i just want to be there no mtter wat cause ying cant exist alone.it needs yang to be balanced