Saturday, July 11, 2009

live life as how love shall be in this quantam of heaven

today-was happenin day.went school late.and i mean late.so the faci wanted to help us and put we absent so we will not get minus marks.after test,went to causeway eat then follo ugene home change and stuff while me and vanessa waitin under the block.then we went to raffles.vanessa bought her head band finally...hahahahah.I will say that she not that very jialat knid of shopper that realli spend 2 to 3 hrs in a shop.ll.then to bugis village:(she bought her stuffs and thanks to her i kno after i take mi car(mi dad's one)i know where to buy all the car stuffs.then she force me and eugene to buy something.we went to this shop then she saw this shirt which was damn fuckin funny"johnny walkED"if u understand......then walk walk,went to buy a hand band for me.then i dunno whcih one.she help me choose then i just buy onli.loll.impulse spending.then train home.now to sleep.adios



My life has become a movie man.....like raj said minnale.....i never realli fell for any girls.i did more than all the nonsense that average teenager will do.i never feared for rules and i never cared about any girls.But all these was until u came into mi life.i feel i am being softspoken,unable to even have eye contact with u and everytime u tell me things,i drown in ur eyes.wat happen to the old me?i want him back but i cant.and this things u know very well i do not play with.i am tryin to change but i am afraid,u will just not accept me cause i wasn never a good guy in this entire 18 years of mi life.i have spent these 18 years by lyin,cheatin,fighting,qurelling and and all but i feel that if i saw u earlier,i would not have been like this but its just that u came a bit too late.and yes i am scared onli to fall in love cause it is more painful than getting stabbed in the back or shot by a gun...........today,s anger venting zone

No comments:

Post a Comment