far away

HELLOO!!!went to gym yesterdae with raj and ben.did workout for back and chest.then bathe and went to hougnag interchange to eat then off to wing tai interview.saw aishah and the frien there.hahahz was shocked man.then after interview went over to hougnag o meet stuart and martyn.slack till 7.10 then went home.that was the ealriest we ever left from a slackin session in our entire 3 to 4 years of slacking?i think i dun want to stay late out anymore.spend equal time in and out home.

yesterdae aunt called me and asked me talk to cousin cause it is supposedly he is in love failure.lol.when the faggot in sec 2.then i remembered,i was in the same shoes when i was in sec 2 also.so i called him and he was saying nothin nothing at first then he told me.apparently he likes this girl and they got tght and after some time things became sour and she does not want to even treat him as friends.that point of time i was thanking god for my own case that happened recently.so i told him my very own case and all.he told me dun lie,then how u and elder cuz everytime can make the family happy and never worry abt life.so i said,elder cousin had too many gals and now he wants onli his friends.nothing more.me is i cant do anything alreadi and mi sorrow is dead witth me.so he started to cry.and i was like its ok its okies.deep inside,i was also crying but not for me but for him cauase i know how he feels.and that made me loose my sleep.tried hard but could not sleep.tossing and turning tossing and turning cause i tot i moved on,but i relaised that i am beginning to just live wihout it.thats alll.and as i always looked up to my elder cousin,he once told me,wife will follow u whereever u go but how sure gf does it?u are onli 18(last year)do more in life.freinds is all u need when u need.and he is so true,my brothers is all i need.i can perfectly go on in life without remembering the anniverseries,buying things every month,holding hands and walking, watching movies and crying in each other shoulders.i had that time alreadi.now i just want to enjoy life!one life live it blast it!and nickelback is one who made the impact in mi life!