tired of this man!!!

i wana badly go back to my sentosa work!!!i realli miss workin there.siannn..haisss.today was a nice day.went to amk..just for memories...damn sian man nowww.got nothing to do.was once being so bzi to now so free.hahahahs.and i am always living in denial for the fact.i just want to be in the times where i was stayin in amk?the fearless roams.now i lost it all.starting ti think of consequences before i do anything.but one thing i strogly believ.nothing is wrong when it comes to help people and i mean nothing is wrong..and i badly wish mi police scholorship gets approved and i want to work as a real time bouncer in st james!!!!!!OMG!!this sentosa one is not even close to seeing any fights!!!haissss