Thursday, June 4, 2009

I need to get this off my chest now.

ok.there are somethings goin on in my life which was totally unexpected.I really did not know this will happen.Its like the first time and i can feel i am surrounded by liars(expt school ones and some others),i am sayin liars because i am being kept in the dark all thiese while and if stuart did not help me out,i will be probably getting into deeper crap.i dun know wats so scary abt expressing the truth.And now everything is changing is it for the better?i realli dun know because love and friendship is like oil and water.lovers will expect all the love from you and your friends will expect you to be with them all the way.Ok.i a just goin on because i just dun like it sometimes.In life we have to make decisions but this kind of decisions are very hard.Trust me.And mi best friend is putting his life for me and i mean his life.If we are discovered,he will get one big time.Maybe if i had not seen anyone all these will not happen.I am damn pissed with the fact that u can go on and on when the attention is not realli there.After all change is the only unchanged.Only he knows now.And i trust mi best friend with mi life.after all we had been thin and thick together.if you are trying to make me feel wierd,try your best.cause i can read ppl well.mi feeling sense is always rite.Seriously u changed mi way of life.Girls will be girls la somehow.

A quote from stuart=guys make decision on logic.
girls make decisons on emotion.

i just cant digest the fact that all these has hapenned.heart realli pain man...and i the one stuck behind or is it the world thats moving in front of me???

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